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[lovesichigo]

school is being very uncool right now. next year will be super hard and then i have to go into the work market and look for a job. the year i graduate, the market looks so bad ;_;. i haven't really been keeping up with japanese studying on my own. it's that terrible general lack of motivation, getting frustrated when things are hard and giving up too soon. it's so pathetic haha..